okie dokie... things have been going really crazy...
i haven't been able to gain like any balance in my life for a while now. with classes, friends, family, and just trying to find some time for myself i just haven't had much time to think. in general my classes consume my life, if i try to get more time for friends they are always busy, aren't interested, or they decide to invade my life and then my grades start to suffer. my family is key, especially since my bro just got married, so we are still just trying to recover from that chaos. then with so much stress from classes and the random drama of the few times i do get to see my friends my poor brain has just started to fizzle on me so i have to literally just call it quites randomly and take a nap. and with all this random stuff i haven't gotten the chance to post any of my works, work on fanfic, or even just write in my journal or diary lately! gah, oh how i wish there were more hours in the day that i might then have time for all that needs to be done. whether i like it or not i can't make myself work continiously for 18 hours without passing out and being barely usely for my classes and 16 hours of work just isn't enough seemingly. *sigh* thus it's time to figure out some random stuff and hopefully get everything organized... right now i'm really feeling like the american idiot, cuz i'll be damned if even though things seemed so insane in Japan they made sense, here all i feel like is that i'm being consumed by chaos, welcome to the american idiot...

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1) i'm a vegetarian that likes to eat chicken (dude i'm a walking talking contradiction)

2) i don't drink caffinie be it soda, coffee, and even certain types of tea.

3) i have basically have a different boy toy for every day of the week.

4) i am addicted to sesshomaru and wish i could marry him and have all of his wonderful evil world concurring heirs.

5) ditto for kurama

6) ditto for heie

7) dude i'm such a whore yet i don't believe in sex before marriage (twisted neh?)

8) i have my own language of random sounds like werp, twiget, narbnewb and so on and so forth.

no random people that i must torture next are as follows.
prettyinsanevamp, theshyfox, tmrrnvfknows, tarrterex, bluetiggress, delaquinte, kantanyamamistko and Nocturne24

i seem to have slipped but i don't know to where. i'm neither an adult or a child but i'm not a teen either.
many keep claiming to give me the world yet when it comes down to it they pick another to make their world.
i'm trapped in this shadowy place neither here nor there. and it seems with time i have become a shadow myself.
just a voice in the back ground.
a mere smuge in the corner of a page of their diaries.
i hold no meaning to them because i no longer hold meaning to myself. yet still in all of this i find a reason to smile, to love, to dream and hope.
i may have slipped into darkness and become consumed by it but that does not mean that i will always be here.
with each world that is denied me i will wish them their greatest happiness while i slip from their worlds unknowingly and against their will as i find my own world just for me in the arms of ghostly memory hoping one day that it will turn true.

Bunny

yup i just finished off my high school years. but now it's on to college only to discover they think i'm insane and won't allow me to pursue the career i desire so now i'm being forced to give up on art and go into a math career. Well this is going to such majorly. But i'll probably sneek into the art studio against their will any way so i can atleast keep up with some of my art work. *shrugs* oh wellz partially stress is off now that high school if over but i still got to finish up my dancing career as well... how depressing ne? lolz *sigh*

I AM NOT a photographer nor do i have any desire to be. nor is my portfolio photographer (for those of you who have been getting insane ideas lately) photographer is not my passion nor will it probably ever be. My passion is sketching and quick sketchs at that. Not photography nor is my work suppose to be completely realistic or thought out. If you knew the full extent of my concentration concepts you would understand but well it's sorta complicated and hard to explain unless you follow me around for a week. Also I AM NOT HAVING MY CAREER IN LIVING OFF WHAT I GET FOR SELLING MY PICTURES. Nor will i ever since i am not pursuing such a career. I am going to be a teacher!! TEACHER! Not a starving artist or photographer. I am nothing close to a photographer. NOR DO I EVER WANT TO BE A PHOTOGRAPHER!!! NEVER NEVER NEVER!! I sketch!! thank you for listening have a nice day!
love
Bunny